Good Times

This is the second time i have stayed over at kosuke's house. The first time was with russ, hannah, holly, and myself kosuke and carl. It was a a fun time i am not gonna lie, but every once in a while you find yourself getting your expectations built up..only to be shattered when things dont happen as you want them to. That was what the first time was like, it was fun but life can be fun yet never amount to much. Tha is why i look to make things great, great is what helps make a life significant, and is what makes you remember certian times more than others. That is how this night is, everyone is alsleep right now except for me. I watched zea fall alsleep and it was very calm and beautiful. Many times in life you find yourself reflecting on the past and the future, with the hope of what you want to happen or the soothing knowledge of what has happen in your life, yet few times do you find yourself reflecting on what is happening now. Many times you are so built up in what you are doing that you dont think about it until it is already done. Yet at this moment i realize how lucky and greateful i am to be in this beautiful world, surrounded by sleeping, yet still loving people. I know realize that you must take these moments in life and appriciate them for what they help you to discover. You should always be worrying about living life to its fullest, yet sometimes i advise you to take a moment to relax and give thanks to those around you, for without them you would not be living the grand life that you are right now......at this moment.....with all those people that you hold closest to you...

done

with houses for a bit. i think im am going to move out to a piece of land on my property for a while. Get away from all the electronics and nonsense. I wont be on here or myspace for quite some time. But if you want to get in touch ring me up or text me at 600-6715. Till i update this again.....Good Day and Good Luck.

-Kellen Kristian Knox Scott

Words Of Wisdom

"I wanted movement and not a calm course of existence, I wanted excitement and danger and the chance to sacrifice myself for my love. I felt in myself a superabundance of energy which found no outlet in our quiet life"

-Leo Tolstoy "Family Happiness"

Spring Break!!!!

its time to live proper all you cunts and dawgs, theres nothing better then kicking back with your mates for one of the last spring breaks you'll have. Lets chill and get willd all the same. keep it real lads. Look alive weve got some living to do

1 Week

its only been one week, very short time but only if you measure it in terms of years. i cant believe how happy i am, i never want things to change and i will do my best to make sure that they dont, love you baby!!

Words Of Wisdom

"A few years earlier, I'd read The Prince and had liked it a lot. Most of what Machiavelli said made sense, but certain things stick out wrong - like when he offers the wisdom that it's better to be feared than loved, it kind of makes you wonder if Machiavelli was thinking big. I know what he meant, but sometimes in life, someone who is loved can inspire more fear than Machiavelli ever dreamed of. "

- Bob Dylan

Deyummnnnnnnn

so it shows that alot of people are starting to check my blog thing out. Well thanks i guess whether you laugh at the bullshit i write or if you actually believe some of it. Either way as long as my words are having some sort of impact on the lifes of others, i couldnt be more happy. i promise to keep up the updates and thoughts and pictures.

Proper Love to all you ladies and laddies
peace out

kellen kristian knox scott

Why

has it been so hard to sleep at night lately. I feel like i lost something very important, and i will never get it back. In reality that is the truth but i often wish i could have it back, maybe not even all of it, but 1/100 of it could get me to sleep at night without this uneasy feeling, that love was lost. It is never lost, like science energy can niether be created nor destroyed, love cant be created nor destroyed, it can be transferredm but not all of it, some always stays behind as if their is some hope that the rest will come back. maybe its a good thing i havent slept proper in agges, im reading more and i am thinking more, but i just wish my thoughts would come to an conculsion. I have an insatiable urge live, love, and learn...i just wished other shared that as much, then perhaps alot less anger and hatred would be sheded upon this world..especially when just a week ago the feeling was the exact opposite.

Do So...

Just Chill

No Regrets..Just Lesons Learned

I dont regret anything. I was happy, but i just found something that made me happier. I am sorry for the pain and anger i caused her. Yet, I thank her for the love and good times..but most of all, the lessons she gave me. I learned heaps from her that will help me out in life and future relationships, whether it be with girls or friends. And i shall always have proper love this ahmazing girl.

Cheers to Bums

i am giving cheers to bums because when you need them they are there, you need some alcohol just ask these fine citizens, as much as they beg you for change they also help you to make your night much more memorable. Cheers to you Bums out there....for helping little laddies like me get my drink-o on!!!!!!!

Do So......

Not much i can add.....just have some fun and laughs..and shit'll just work out for the best

Ode to Colin B.

Even though im not to good of friends with him, i still consider him a homey. Hes a funny farker. And im givin him and ode because without this lad, i wouldve never had a chance with the girl mentioned two posts lower. Youre my homey colin b., hopefully you'll get better at jacking from U.O. though, haha keep it real manye-ooooo

Ode to T-dub

This mayne is my homey. Me and this old bloke have been good friends for agges, we always have little tiffs about dumb shit, but we usually get over them proper. I am always gonna be friends with this kid, hes lad forever. Through Thick n Thin mate...Cheersss!!!!

Zea

ahhh. i dont even know what to say, she is too incrediable for words. I thought i was happy with the way things were going but then she came along and flipped my world upside down, in a week. i love how happy i am around her, she is perfect. i guess thats how life goes for you, you are lving and having fun the way things are and then something else comes along a makes you see how much better life can get.......(ode coming soon; no picture yet)

Labyrinth

This is a labyrinth. i was downtown with Zea last weekend and she took me to this. It was cute the way she told me stories of how she would walk it often when she was little. But as i read the paragraph describing it, i realized as much fun as it is to walk, i would never want to believe this bullshit. The meaning of a labyrinth means "uni-cursal" which states no matter what happerns in life we as people are all united by one path and we all have the same destination. i dont like this that much, i believe that everyone as there own exit from their life, depending on they live thier life. As much as i like Zea and want to be with her always, i still understand the fact that we are two different people that have two different lifes to lead, we are all going different places, look at life like a maze with many exits, unlike the ones we come across during halloween season, these "life-mazes" so to call them dont have one ending like traditional ones, they have many, we come out different exits, judging by that paths we take through the maze. As much as i love everyone around me, i know that when the time comes to leave i will go gladly to be in Thugz Mansion, yet others may go to a different place when they pass on. As much as we like to believe in Heaven, Hell or even Thugz Mansion, we shouldnt worry too much about it, when i walk through my "life-maze", i am only thinking about the paths that i am taking, thinking about every step that i take as i take it, instead of worrying about where i will end up exiting life, i try to worry about the future and concentrate on what is presently taking place. I feel that that is the best way to live. Worrying about what makes you happy and doing what you feel you want to at the moment, not about where youre going to end up leaving the "life-maze". This is just my perspective on life, you dont have to listen to this or even believe it, just keep doing what youre doing, as long as we do what makes us happy then we will come out of whatever exit we please.=]